Something happened yesterday morning that I knew was coming, I just prayed and hoped it would never happen. You and Tyler and I went to walmart to get a few things for the week. Normally you are always in the cart but because we had so many things you had to walk. So as we were walking out the door, Tyler stopped the door lady because he wanted a sticker we didn't get when we walked in. So as we are talking to her I look out the door and you just dart across the street like you do every time but this time there was a car and you got hit by a car. The lady that was driving was only going like 10 miles an hour so she was able to stop pretty fast and it only hit the side of you, but you fell to the ground and was crying and really upset, even tho you had no idea what just happened. You was so unaware that there was a car there and that it was going to hit you if you ran in front of it. I kept asking you where it hurt and you said nothing hurt but I took him to the ER anyways just to get checked over. The doc checked you over and did a scan of your head to look for a concussion or something and said that you had a small concussion. you started throwing up yesterday and threw up about 3 times but have been acting perfectly fine. I think it hurt ME more than it did you. To watch my son get hit by a car has to be one of the worst sights I could see. I cried and cried until we saw the doctor and he said you were fine. Then I felt better and I was fine after that. Until you boys were in bed...and it was quiet...and I could just think about what REALLY happened. And then this horrible depression came on and I kept thinking about how it could of been worse and that just tore me up. I am so grateful that it was something so minor. And the fact that bad things just keep happening to us and I don't know when its all going to stop.
Love ya
mommy!
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